You ever notice how hard life can be? Just when it’s good, it gets bad, then when it’s bad it gets worse? Then when it’s worse, it can always get … worse …er?! I remember that time I was in before I’d thought of a plan. I remember being in limbo. Not only did I not know what to do, but I had nothing to shoot and hope for. I didn’t have something to blame, I had nothing to reflect on, nothing to improve upon. A simple hard day became nearly unbearable. I think maybe it was to cope with this: I made up a plan.
As soon as I started in on this plan, I noticed a new aspect of my personality come into being. I will call it: Monthly-Drew. (Or perhaps We can call it, bi-polar Drew) Part of me lives in the moment. Part of me lives for months at a time. Monthly-Drew makes up plans, whereas Daily-Drew has bad days now and again. Daily-Drew shows up for work on time, and indulges in ice cream, where as Monthly-Drew gets good references and a little pooch on the mid-rift. Oo I like this analogy so far… Monthly-Drew has a girlfriend, but Daily-Drew gets laid. hahah
Plan A was college. Whoops. I’m now onto Plan B. So far, there are good days and bad days. Monthly-Drew is telling me: so far, this is totally worth it. Daily-Drew, big surprise here, is sending mixed messages. Just so long as they keep talking to each other and never try to occupy the same space at the same time – or they could cause a rift in the time-space continuum.